MEANDERING THOUGHTS.

A senseless mind, without thought, abandon and wrecking havoc, not in this world, not in my world. Numb from the silence its so very loud, i want it to stop, i simply just cant take it any more, i scream huh what no sound? i scream louder!!! why cant i hear my scream, i roll my tongue in my mouth yep its there, why roll my tongue i ask myself do i really require it for screaming? Whats the point any ways i have my tongue and yet still there is no sound........

The silence is growing serenading my senses,its music so sweet, i let myself go, why fight a battle you cant win, I tell myself "This is my soliloquy, This are my thoughts" they call my name, they seduce me, they reach for me, arms outstretched holding on.

She/he he/she take your pick stood there looking in the mirror,

do they know what i did?

have i lost my soul?

do i look sexy in this?

do i look paraniod?

The tired eyes and hollow being, if only mirrors could talk? Are you her or him? ever been them?

Is life a lesson to be learnt or survial for the fittest or just simply a test? Have i failed? to survive, to learn and to pass the ultimate test? If i had would i be sad or disappointed.

Will anyone ever see the prints? My prints in the sands of time to come or will they get washed away with tide?

My thoughts are moving to fast, now am wondering what sadness would look like? would it look more like me or more like you?or will it be faceless just emptyness. And happiness? is happiness the aroma of food to a hungry man or roses to a fikkle heart?

I want to say more but my shoulder hurts too much to continue.....