HAPPY NEW YEAR.

The year has come to an end, thank you all who stopped by "the phoneix". This blog has lived longer that it was supposed to have, its has at the most been random thoughts over random ideas. More thoughts on "the phoneix" and its evolving will come after the year is over.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY ONE.

p.s I got the gift after an enless 2 hour ordeal at the mall, my friends still cant get it when come boxing day i was mteja till jana ;).

STUCK.

The festive season is here and me being the late shopper, no wait i hate to shop!!!!! which is why i am now in a rush to find and buy a gift for a new friend. Dilema is i dont know the friend well enough to go out any buy something that am sure will be liked or is in tune with their taste ** i have never liked to buy a gift that will collect dust or get buried by the dog****.

Here i am asking for help please help is needed urgently especialy from all of you, At the moment am stuck between getting a book,an mp3 player and an Xbox(the only reason its on the list is coz i want to buy it and keep it for myself). As you can see i have me stuck between a rock and a hard place.

SUNDAY

Well its a sunday, i woke up at 8 am, this was a miracle seeing as that i went to sleep at 5 am and after watching 2 shaka zulu documentaries my hangoved state seems to be on strike. The cold outside does not bode well for my extreemly sore throat which is as a result of a night of shouting/screaming at some "kenyan concert" and not the dreaded flu, am also saddled with a tongue that is not functional because as i was busy trying to get rid of my pounding head i took a sip nay!!!! a gulp of hot scalding coffee and scald me it did. So i consumed almost 2 litres of ice cream coz i could not taste the blue berry and the coldness kept my tongue appeased.

Even with all this misfourtunes sorounding my sunday i still have hope in a silver linning in the cloud of this here day, ok i lie i am frustrated i have an exam kesho that is driving me nuts literally!!!!!! so i came here to get a wooosah moment and rant politely on my woes, and i also came across this piece here,

Disclaimer: I as a woman find this funny and post this a woman who pride herself in her good sense of humour, any female who feels she is offended by that piece up there should walk into the store that i shall open and buy a copious dose of humour enough said.

THANK YOU.

Thank you all that remembered even it means you called me at 2 AM to wish me a happy bday, the txt's were too many, i am sure you all got my thank you's.

You have reminded me what it means to have friends and family, that don't only have a good memory but also care alot, i might not always be the mushy and sweet type(GAG) but just this exception, mingi upendo to all of you.

Ok here is how my "special day" was,

1. Woke up at 7 am and was out the house and heading to class by 8:30 am, what can i say but a gal needs a long shower on her special day, tihihi.
2. Had an exam so spent the whole morning in the library reading.
3. Midday sat for the exam and aced it, ok maybe i got # 4 and 7 wrong but what the heck.
4. I have forgten what day it is, thats how bad the exam was by the way, so i grab lunch and head back to the library to finish a paper.
5. Head to work, get the customary bday card, am liking the no fuss bday, and the fact that no one has sprung up and shouted SUPRISE!!!!! and this has nothing to do with the fact that am growing old, i KID YOU NOT.
6. Hit the salon and treat meself, and buy a perfume too, what can i say but that i am a sucker for scents.
7. Ingia the house and viola, SUPRISE!!!!!!!! there is my cousin, my friends and a very big cake and shock of all shocks my pepper spray was ready and in hand, i was very humbed and very well fed. The cake read;

" Troll nursing home, we take care even of trolls, here is a complimentary walking stick
ma'am"

8. Got dressed and went out, the coffee is still messing with my system, but it was a blast.

So there it is, now as i try to sleep, and the gratitude gone ok maybe some is left i dedicate this post to all of you, Thank you again, for being, just the right dose or me.

TURN A LEAF.

Once awake, its but a new day, a day like any other so why the stirring deep within? oh yeah i turn a leaf today, i turn 25, should i be celebrating or should i be sad, one thing is for sure am glad this year is over. Lessons learnt points taken, i have always looked forwad to adding a year under my belt, sad thing is i dont look like my 25 years, the petiteness and all, and the fact that my face betrays me every time i tell a person my age and i get "you lie".

I stop to look at the mirror damn no lines on this here face, maybe i shall gain some this year.

Having never waxed poetic i dont know where to being, i am but stuck in a limbo, i wish to say so much yet know not where to begin, my life is but in a hanged state, confusing reigns amok, the deleruim has become my normal state, struggles to break free have resulted in wasted breath, wasted time, wasted energy. Awake ye fool, you wallow in self pity for too long, life has no pity for those who sleep or hide their head under the sand, you have a new year to start but a new.

You have gained such thick skin, you feel no more, they wonder why you are so aloof? didn't they inflict those abraisions that made you so thick?.

My name is phoenix, To burn eternaly, Reborn eternaly.

Reborn anew the spirit is fresh it yearns for much, it's but green with much wisdom and knowledge it knows so much yet knows nothing.

The end is so near,
Yet so far.
Twisting and turning,
the smile on your face never fading.
The flames burn so high,
your spirits soar high.
My name is Phoenix,
From ashes risen.